Wake up. Doomscroll. Intoxicate yourself, eat your laboratory food. Take the transport, don't talk to the driver. They don't care. Pay up your pennies, try to sit at the window so you can breathe and dream a little. Impossible. Spend your precious hours listening to someone talk. You don't understand anything. Leave, and breathe the heavy and viscous sulfur. Let the smoke stiffen your brittle lungs. It's nice, it makes you die faster. Eat your cheap lunch, go back home. Rot away. Entertain yourself with your shiny, vertical screen. Your dream life is there. The air outside either burns you alive, or freezes you up inside. Everyone hates you, so that's why you try to hide, but there's nowhere to go. There are bombs eviscerating people far, far away. You realize there's no more humanity left in the world. You are livestock, and you're going to the meatgrinder soon. The microplastics in your blood work as highly efficient sedatives. Go to sleep, pig. You won't die until we say so.
If you asked me what are my views on the world, I would refer you to this blog post. I would also probably mention the game Cruelty Squad. It's honestly a pretty depressing view on stuff, but it's hard not to feel such strong negative emoticons when looking at this disgusting world we live in. This is probably just a side effect of growing up, but each day that passes, life loses a lot of its magic for me. There is just so much pain outside, it's hard to keep your head straight. But one thing about me is that I am a very hopeful person, really! I do actually have hope the world is not going to end in the next couple of years, and humanity will thrive! But it's of upmost importance for us to learn and accept the current state of the world.
We are currently being absolutely dominated, on every aspect of our lives, by the people with Money. The internet became an algorithimic hellscape. It harvests your anger, your fear, your sadness, your disgust, your lust. These emotions get you completely hooked on their special platter, made just for you. All the negativity you could ever want is right there. Eat the gore. If you ever decide to step outside, get ready for the poisonous fumes. Enjoy your serving of chemicals and trash, all on your little snack. Bite your fingers, tear off your skin. It's the tastiest meal you could ever have. And don't forget: You got to be someone useful. You got work to do. Don't forget it: You are a cog-wheel, and you have to keep on turning. Do you want to leave your peers behind? Your firm depends on you, god damn it! Be a good sport, will you? Generate profit, and give it all to us. We will take care of the rest.
Admittedly, this is quite the odd blog post (I keep switching the writing style and I'm not really sure what I'm talking about). I'm not even sure what I want to convey here, and I don't even know how to write the conclusion of this. I guess that what I'm trying to say here is that the world is a messed up place, ruled by evil people, that makes you feel absolutely terrible. But, despite all that: If we lose all hope, we are just letting them win, and we can't allow that to happen. So keep on dreaming. Believe on a better future. Cherish the important people in your life. Give. Them. Hell. Protest against those who want you suffering by being the happiest you could ever be. Hang on, keep on fighting. We love you. You are our last hope. Be happy.
also... happy pride month :)